I apologize to you for things being a bit "off" with me right now. I know that we aren't always supposed to understand why some things happen to us. Most of the time when an upsetting event happens in our lives, we do not understand, until later, why or how such a thing could have happened.
I think many people have several misconceptions about the business of companionship and it is unfortunate when someone like that crosses our path. I know that I have the freedom to make my own choices and there are certain safety issues to take very seriously and consequences that could occur. I would like to think that I often make the right choice; or rather, the smart choice, but sometimes people with dishonest intentions can appear to be a trusting individual.
For those who are morally blind, I believe that what goes around will come back around to you and not through those that you did wrong to, but in some other form. Please understand that I would never ever wish anything bad to happen to another person, no matter what he/she has done to me. I refuse to hold any resentment toward another human being as it only negates my positive energy and happiness. I have met SO many great people over the past several months and I want you to realize that I appreciate the respect we share for one another.
I need to leave this blog entry a bit "grey" for personal reasons, but just wanted to put some of my thoughts in writing so I can move on and let that someone know that you did not hurt me, bring me down, ruin my spirit, wreck my happiness, or strip me of my happy silly attitude. All has been put to rest and I look forward to meeting new friends and keeping my current friends close to my heart.
Big Hugs,
Brigette
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